I don’t understand the words, but the music behind them is just so moving.  Honestly that has been what really motivates me to play piano.  I’ve been watching secret garden and the theme song is so motivating.  

I don’t know how to post youtube links here so 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aioq180g4SE&feature=related

That link about is the song I am trying to play.  

While I am at it let me list the songs I can currently play.

Eminem and Rihanna - Love the way you lie (part 1 and 2)

Rihanna - Unfaithful

My Sassy Girl - Cannon in C major

Simple Plan - How could this happen to me. 

Bruno Mars - Just the way you are

Joe - No one else comes close

Currently Learning

Micheal Bolton - I can go the distance (Disney’s Hercules Soundtrack)

Yesung Super Junior - It has to be you (Cinderella’s Sister Soundtrack [KDrama])

4men feat Mi - Here I am (Secret Garden Soundtrack [KDrama])

Yes I know … some are pretty sad songs.  But musically they are beautiful.  I am one of those people that enjoy watching the sunset from a quiet location.  A person that likes tranquility although no matter where I am I don’t feel it.  Maybe one day I can sit a top a cliff or something and admire a view with no thoughts in my head and no worries.  Especially at this point of my life there is a lot of uncertainty.  The music at the moment is my soundtrack for peace.  When I play piano (unless I get frustrated) I feel the song.  Its not just muscle memory.  Anyways maybe one day I can videotape myself playing piano for you.  I really want to master one of the current korean drama songs I am playing.  That is what I hope.

Update on life.

I have done some of the things on my list.  I went snowboarding, did some hiking on the weekends and caught up with some old high school buddies.  I just need to look for a job and I’d feel somewhat at ease.  I can only hope.