I’ve been watching this korean drama: playful kiss a lot.  Its a cute drama with my favorite korean actor kim hyun joong.  Its about girl that’s obsessed with a boy and although the boy doesn’t like her at first, he slowly falls in love with her.  Anyways the episode I saw (sorry for the spoiler) is that they share a bed for the first time.   It got me thinking about sharing a bed for the first time with a girl.  Most of those nights I hardly ever slept because I always felt so lucky to have her by my side.  Just that extra warmth made my sleep more peaceful.  Although because I snore sometimes, sleep wasn’t really good on her end. 

I sleep alone now in my bed, although I can sleep most of the times I lie awake and just remember that beautiful face I used to stare at when she slept.  I remember seeing her wake up in the mornings all groggy and thought it was the cutest thing.  I really loved being the first one she would see on that day.  I really missed making coffee for the both of us while we talked about our weird dreams or her complaining on how she didn’t get enough sleep because of my snoring.  Its really hard to adjust to sleeping alone now.  Although I have a blanket to keep me warm, its not the same.  Its definitely not the same…