June 2011
1 post
The Feeling of Guilt
Song: Sam Tsui & Ahmir (Imagine) John Lennon Cover
It’s 4:30 AM and I should have been in bed around 11 PM, this is what guilt can do to you. It slowly eats away your soul, and your mind races constantly pondering how and why you got yourself into this mess. What is my mess? Lying to get ahead. I put in my job application that I have a BS Degree when really I am two classes from...
May 2011
1 post
Sad Korean Songs
I don’t understand the words, but the music behind them is just so moving. Honestly that has been what really motivates me to play piano. I’ve been watching secret garden and the theme song is so motivating.
I don’t know how to post youtube links here so
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aioq180g4SE&feature=related
That link about is the song I am trying to play.
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January 2011
1 post
Renew, Reinvent, Revive
Music on Repeat: Katy Perry - Firework
I hope everyone is having an amazing start to a new year. Right now I want to start this new year by blogging and keeping a reminder of what I have to do this new year so when I look back at the end I will not feel what I felt in 2010. Let me list these things now. I have divided them in to categories.
Health (Renew)
1. Less Stressing.
Whatever...
October 2010
1 post
The feeling of warmth.
I’ve been watching this korean drama: playful kiss a lot. Its a cute drama with my favorite korean actor kim hyun joong. Its about girl that’s obsessed with a boy and although the boy doesn’t like her at first, he slowly falls in love with her. Anyways the episode I saw (sorry for the spoiler) is that they share a bed for the first time. It got me thinking about sharing a...
September 2010
3 posts
1 tag
I'm not perfect.
I’m sorry to disappoint you. I am not the person you envisioned me to be. I am not smart, I am not that tall. I can’t sing, dance great, write amazing lyrics. I don’t read books much, my grammar is bad. Most of the time I don’t say anything because I can’t put the write words down to say them. I’m always afraid of what I say because everything I said...
Serendipity.
Do you believe in such a thing? That if you go out enough you’ll eventually run into your soul-mate. Some people never do. Some people never try. Some people try so hard that they they fall into a downward spiral in which they eventually give up or become negative within the subject of love. I think I hit the latter. I wish it was so easy, but all the people I end up falling for either...
Why is moving on so hard?
I saw her online today. I decided to say hello thinking today will be the day I will test to see how much I have moved on. I found out she was in Los Angeles last week and hung out with a mutual friend of mine. Why did she have to say that? We could’ve had a nice conversation without her even mentioning she was down in LA. Maybe she’s just trying to make me jealous on purpose or...
August 2010
3 posts
Something always brings me back to you.
Its been one month since she broke up with me. This weekend would make the year she first came down to Los Angeles. I remember that day, I didn’t get lost. I parked at the corner of the street and she came outside to greet me. When I first saw her I swore time stopped and I couldn’t imagine how beautiful she was. I spent a lot of good weekends at that place. I made it my second...
My little secret cove? Never.
I look on tumblr today to find out I have a follower from the staff? I never requested to follow them. After that I realized that people that are on your contacts list on your email can apparently follow you. I guess I can’t call this my little hideaway after all. Eventually someone will find me and be curious of what I have been doing these past years.
These past years… That is...
Getting in down on, paper?
Indisposition. Why did I pick that? Well I’m listening to a song right now from 500 days of summer. Its called sweet disposition. I looked up the meaning of disposition and it means a person state of mind. Right now my state of mind is pretty cloudy. I’ve been confused and lost this past month and like some people in this world I’ve still trying to find my place in this...